I no longer have the energy to please everyone to stay in my life. If they wanted to leave, I will let them go. I don’t want to see them suffering just because I told them to never left my side.
Hindi ako alam kung san ako maiinis. Kung sa 3hrs na accounting bukas. Sa ground floor pa naman ang klase, pagsabanas dun. Tapos yung PE na gymnastics, aerobics at cheerdance. Hays. Sana nagBSAccountancy major in PE nalang ako. :(
Minsan talaga nababadtrip nalang ako ng walang dahilan, naasar kahit wala lang naman.
I only have myself to blame Yes. Sometimes I asked myself ‘where it goes wrong?’ I know, I’m a jerk. But is it enough to say the words that break my heart and separate into pieces. Yes, I’m sorry for the things that I’ve done. But you know what, I waited, hoping that there’s something. You’re sometimes sweet and most of the time out of your mind but I never left. I couldn’t figure out the reason why you hate me, you’re blaming everything and I’m starting to blame myself. You never fail to make me feel I was not enough. I have changed everything just to fit in but it will never reach your sky high standards. You will always choose someone over me. I’m enlightened. I will never be the best for you, I will always be your second choice.
I’ve never felt so happy in my life, I always felt like I never had anyone I can actually tell everything to. I tell you what’s up to me, if I’m busy or doing something and every single little thing even if you don’t care. Thank you for being so patient and understanding. I was praying that you and me might end up together. But I know that it will never happen. So thank you for the time and forced efforts and for the last time I’m sorry I can’t be perf, I can’t be the man you wanted me to be. Sorry.
Hindi naman porket hindi kita pinapansin, galit na ako. Ang tagal na kayang hindi magkakasama. Everything has changed. You turned into someone far different from us. Hindi mo din kami masisi kung bakit nag-iba na. Hindi naman kasi lahat permanent. Sana alam mo yun.